The Ones We Love

This past year has brought about many good and one very awful changes to mine and my children's life.

I found out last February 2013 that my beautiful amazing mother had Cancer, and I said 'had' because she passed away on December 29th, 2013 at 6:45pm. That night, my heart broke and I felt a pain that I can never truly explain. A piece of me had died... Now it is only just under a month later and while I still miss my mom so very much, I feel a sense of peace. I feel like it was only her human body that died and that she is still around, everyday, watching over all of those she loved so dear.

 

 

My Moms 58th and last birthday. <3

 

With my Moms Cancer, I also witnessed the amount of love that my parents have for each other. They have/had the type of love that we all dream about, two souls that found each other in this crazy, mixed up world. Watching that beautiful love at its strongest gave me the courage to finally put an end to the marriage I had. One that didn't consist of a real love, not like that, nor would it ever be.

It will be a year in April since me and my ex have been separated and it has truly been the smartest move I have ever made, for me and for my babies.

 

Now onto the more positive side!

 

My kids and I now have our own place and are settled into a good routine and more importantly, we are happy. On top of that, I met someone special, someone who has brought many smiles to my home and been somewhat of an emotional rock for me through all the tough bits.

 

 

 

Anyways, there is a mini update on my life and hopefully, I will be posting again on a much more regular basis. Getting back into the crafts with kids and working on my own artwork much more frequently. :)

 

Have a wonderful night readers.

 

Cheers!